Hey Mark,
Just curious about your writing style.
From my perspective, at times it seems very straightforward.
Other times, it just seems like almost endless Socratic questioning.
Other times, it seems like sarcasm.
Other times, it's repetitive in the form of "This is true ... or maybe not" which just reads to me like you aren't sure about the truth of anything you are saying. ( Maybe you are closer to me than you think ... or maybe not.)
Other times you tell me that you lie and can't tell the truth, so how can I believe what you say?
Here's what I'm curious about.
What would happen if you attempted to be crystal clear in your writing for a while?
What if you removed all of the constant questioning, sarcasm, indecision, and truth-assessing language and just made, simple statements of what you believe is true (whatever it is in the moment) and stated "I don't know" when you believe that is the truth?
What if you did this even in your own private words to yourself?
Would that make any difference in your communications with others and with yourself?
I don't know.
But, it might be an interesting experiment.
I think you like exploring these types of questions, so I thought I'd mention it.
Hope all is well with you and yours.
All the best,
Ken